:'(

rindu ayah rindu mak rindu shira rindu opai rindu farha rindu amad rindu mican rindu momoe rindu ribbon rindu nugget wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuuuuuuuu nak balik rumah T________T


a-san

tumpul

Banyak sebenarnya yang dia keluhkan
Cuma dia tak pernah suarakan hadapan aku
Marahnya dia pada aku
Kecewanya dia pada aku
Banyak.

Aku yang payah membantu bila diperlukan
Aku yang tak pernah memenuhi bila diharapkan
Aku yang selalunya tak mengotakan apa yang dijanji.

Aku tahu, apa yang dilihatnya pada aku
Yang gemarnya seronok saja
Yang sukanya berfoya
Yang hebatnya bila membuang masa.
Tu semua aku lah tu.

Alasan aku,
Aku belum mahu berhenti seronok
Sebabnya aku takut dengan tanggungjawab itu
yang memang dah sepatutnya aku penuhi sejak azali pun
Hah. Itu dia. Ceritanya aku elak dari tanggungjawab aku pada dia.
Dan jadinya, dia tak ada seorang yang dekat untuk dia pandang tinggi. Buat contoh.
"along" aku cuma gelar dia buat aku saja. Tanggungjawabnya aku buat dunno.

Malam lepas, sembang kami buat timbul rasa bersalah aku pada dia.
Sedang dia sedih itu, mahunya aku.
Mahu lihat aku, borak dengan dia.
Itupun tak dapat aku penuhkan.
Cuma nota-nota ringkas dapat aku hantar.
Serba salah sungguh sampai saat ini.

Kamu, jangan sedih-sedih lagi ye.

along taktau nak gembirakan kamu macam mana,
a-san

Dia Fikir Dia Bagus (rant on dat teacher)

"No no nooo. This is not an article. An article should be at least 5 pages minimum. I want you to find on the net, 10 different articles, each with 5 pages minimum".
pale hotak kau. 
ingat ktorang majoring sociology apa? 
kau nak datang masuk kelas pun malas, lepas tu nak expect kitorang buat kerja kau betul2?
sedangkan guru lama yang aku respek sebab ilmu dia pun kau perlekehkan, ingat kau nak aku anggap cara kau tu betul?
wakluu.

CCH please ajar LGSP balik >.<

jangan tegur cela aku. bukannya aku tak tahu

kenapa perlu lewat Ramadhan ini yang hampir menjelang Aidilfitri, parut-parut yang lama ditambah dengan luka yang baru sedangkan cela yang masih ada pun belum hilang lagi.
cela yang jelas boleh kau pandang dari muka ini.
cela yang pabila dilihat manusia, itu yang jadi pembuka kata mereka menyapa.
cela yang buat aku tunduk malu bila dalam selaut manusia.
belakangan ini selalu aku fikir, mana silap aku sampai begitu sekali celanya.


sedih bila difikirkan,
a-san

ouiii, vee haz been going to Pantai Teluk Bayu! :D

Getting there

the lot of us. minus the guys. 

rented a car, sebab the others yg bawak kereta sendiri semua dah penuh -.-'
apparently, moi is the only girl in the gang that can drive manual transmission car
bangga ah jugak. hikhik
(okay, that's a total fib. never EVER let me drive any manual transmission car if you don't want to get the worst experience in a car for your whole life)

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preparation. 
kalau kat kampung, kita panggil merewang 
(tapi masa kenduri jelah)

Mawad, project manager

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the NOMS! aarghh!

taadaa! pencuci mulut paling senang

Atiq's catch of the day.
ada kau pegi barbeque makan lobstaah? non hadooo

pre-baked sausages

ayam hangett

okay, dah siap. let's feed the sharkss!

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and now, let's meet the sharks :D

yg tu rumet, kalau tgk betul2 ada rupa neelopa la sikit

tiga ni, tiga di mana2 jugak

okay, now there they are. half of all the guys

cheeky ira.
the one yang bertanggungjawab menghidupkan our scene.
anytime

my favourite
L-R: ira, wida, ezzah, jimm, ina, san, sol, atiq, thiru, mawad, yana, pah, najwaa, awien, fatin

this one made me lol

wanted to bury a person alive. but he's too big

Hazwan Merman
by san, awien, kak ezzah

Hazwan Merman + kak ezzah

the class' lovebirds

motif gambar; tempted tgk helmet pah yang ada corak mcm whoaa

atiq omeii, adik angkat awi rafael, peminat tegar justin bibiaq, kipas susah mati one direction.
seriously (cuali yg 2nd statement tu)

lepas mandi laut, diorg macam org tk pernah jumpa makanan

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k. dah. jom balik.

pit stop last; Raja Burger. taktau mcam mana diorg boleh lapar lagi lepas semua tu.
huh -.-'

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yours truly,
a-san

EVERYTIME! lmao

A Midsummer Night's Dream

so the past weeks were quite a fest over here in Georgetown. Lots of events happening around the town. It was George Town Festival 2012 by the way.

okay, cut it short, last Tuesday on the 10th, i went to a Shakespearean play which was performed at Penang Performing Arts Center (penangpac).  this version of A Midsummer Night's Dream was by a team of Malaysian academics and performers that presented a unique version of the world-famous comedic tale of runaway lovers in a forest on a midsummer's night and the magically induced amorous mayhem that arises from domestic quarrels in the fairy world. 

actors delivered Shakespeare's words, tapi set design, props, music dgn choreography reflected local beliefs. okay, fikir, vintage Shakespeare meets quantum physics in a wayang kulit-inspired fairy world. haaa

at first ktorang tak expect pun that we will be going anywhere minggu tu. but then Mr Hussein came into the class and offered us an affordable price for the tickets. so, that's how it came about.


the problem about it was that there was no transportation for us to go as far as Straits Quay for the lot of us and ergo, ktorang kena mohon for college's transportation. and for that to happen kena ada orang yang jadi coordinator to manage all the stuffs dengan pejabat. and with all that kind of fuss, nobody yang nak pun jadi that coordinator (even me!). idk how it happened that suddenly me, san, orang yang paling takkan volunteer untuk urus apa2 pun dalam college - ever, boleh jadi the kepala for this -.-''


after that, merasa lah all the tiredness of coordinating such out-of-college-activity, yang kena naik turun pejabat, keluar masuk department jumpa lecturer, watching the lecturers gaduh2 taknak take charge on us, tunggu the Madams habis meeting till late Friday afternoon sampai kejar2 nak balik petang tu (sorry MA) lol, jumpa ketua jabatan dgn lecturer2 lain just to get their signatures for the forms.


anyways, it all went well, we managed to go there, and watched the play. can't say the play was really good tapi boleh laa, i laughed a few times. mislina mustaffa did a good job in playing Titania. i say that i prefer tengok dia on stage play rather than on screen. the one that she acted in Mukhsin tak terasa apa pun. and that guy, Sheikh Rahman, maighaddd he's so handsome(!). i thought he was a japs or american-chinese or else. skali nama Sheikh Rahman. aduhh. haha


and no, i don't have any pictures during the play. i was trying to concentrate and understand the play kott :P

L-R: jimm, kiah, odah, awien, mdm mars, san, faris, thiru, mdm choong chin ching
(odah was trying to make a fashion statement there lol)

and the rest of these that i took from ISC page

adieu!,
a-san