Achtung: Syiro, I Love You!

hey dear, please don't be sad cuz i don't like it when you're sad. sorry that you've been hurt, but i know you're not that kind of person who'll get down so easily.
don't give up that easily yet. i've told you that the chance is still there as long as the end has not been put yet. everything is still a blur now if you want to decide the future. everything is still unsure. tell you the truth, i am no good in this relationship advises thingy, but hey, you both got mutual feelings and that's already an extra credit for you. yalah, of course family comes first and tak kira lah if you don't carry the name, don't have the darjat like them whatsoever or the parents kurung dia somewhere beneath the basement just to prevent him from seeing you, if he's the one, the people do whatever means pun, in the end he's gonna end up with you.


choose things that gonna make you happy and don't think so much bout it.
you just keep holding on there. like what i-chi loves to say, "just go on with the flow" :) God has done His work long time ago dear. if he's not the one, that's because there is someone else out there that's actually for you and you don't need to go and find him cuz he'll come to you dengan sendiri. save your heart for someone who cares


or in case if there happens to be a zombie apocalypse and all the guys turn to zombies, me and i-chi will still be by your side because we love you ok  ;)

luv yooh pretty lady!

love,
a-san

Relay for Life '12

What is RELAY FOR LIFE?
- a worldwide movement that aims to spread the key messages about cancer as well as raise much needed funds for cancer services


So, last weekend i volunteered myself to join this awareness campaign that was held at Youth Park, Penang (btw, i love that place sebab ada roller skate rink dengan skate park yang kinda cool and pagi2 ada guys training capoeira. woot!).
It started at 6pm on Saturday and goes through the night to 10am the next day. Basically, all the people: individuals or team gilir2 berjalan atas track yang ada for that whole 16 hours (Relay for life!), to symbolize the journey of a cancer patient and the non-stop fight against cancer.


What happened there?
- well, there were lots of activities to be done. not necessarily semua orang kena ada atas track that whole 16 hours, so agak rasa penat masa tu went for a rest lah. ada booths for games, foods and other fun stuffs mcm live stage performances, line dancing, aerobics, health screening, flash mob, joget dance, yadda yadda yaddaaa


- At 6pm the relay started with OPENING LAP - The Survivors' Lap of Honour where the cancer survivors  started the relay for one lap with their family members and then afterwards baru the other relayers started relaying the track

The Survivor's Lap of Honour
*that cheerful man over there is our fav lecturer, Mr Choong with his wife a very inspiring survivor*
(all survivors wore green t-shirt while other relayers got that famous purple t-shirt)

and then the relay started :D

- around 7.30pm ada Place your Luminaria Bags. First of all, The Luminaria was the special ceremony throughout the relay. mula pukul 8 malam. this was the time to remember the loved ones who have died of cancer. Everyone was welcomed to get their own Luminaria bag before it started. semua bags tu afterwards kena letak atas track and start 7.30 semua beg yang ada isi candles dinyalakan. at 8pm the ceremony started, lampu kat situ semua kena padam and semua orang yang ada stay senyap and ingat our loved ones together :')


- i decorated a bag of my own, and that 30 minutes, i sat alone by my bag. i had a moment, masa tu teringat balik dekat arwah opah, dengan senyap sunyi semua, sedar2 tak tahan menangis senyap2 kat situ

This is my poorly decorated bag.
*yang tak boleh baca tu, i intended to write:
"In remembrance of my dearest grandmother who had lost the battle for cancer (May 2010)"

The Luminaria (this was around 7.45pm i think)

- and then, lepas 30 minutes of silence and remembrance, ada Candle Lap. yang ni, the survivors relayed the track with a candle symbolizing the hope for others who's still fighting for cancer. the candles semua was passed around to other relayers sampai dia habis dibakar

Celebrate, Remember, Fight Back!

- lepastu, relayed sampai 9pm, tak dapat nak overnite there because there were no lecturers to supervise us for the whole night and then the next day, sambung balik 7am sampai habis at 10pm

dem awesome kids in my team, the IPG KPP's w/ Dr. Nor Rashid (paling kanan)
*dunno where the other lecturers hilang*

they had a purple couch over there

you'll be surprised of how much semangat yang ada kat these survivors.
very inspiring i say

the Candle Lap

Mdm Mars(left) and the girls

  

 

- really had a great time that weekend (eventho sedih tak dapat balik). Mdm Mars said to us that "this is a very great opportunity for you guys to be exposed with this kind of social activities in preparing you as a future teachers, you see" insyaAllah :)

- and nowwww, i am looking forward to join the relay tahun depan kalau keadaan mengizinkan :D

- and for those who are interested, another Relay for Life event will be held on 22 - 23 September at Stadium UKM, Bangi


- more informations on http://www.relayforlife.org.my

at last i have my own purple tee. hihi,

a-san

Aku Punya Cerita ;)

aku cerita benda buat aku suka
aku cerita benda buat aku sayu
aku cerita benda buat aku risau


perkara yang aku nak dengar
perkara yang aku nak orang dengar


aku cerita apa yang aku cerita tak sama dengan hari sebelumnya aku cerita dulu.
itu yang aku cerita.


apa yang aku rasa,
itu aku tunjuk.


untung mereka2 yang aku tunjuk rasa aku
sebab itu cara aku cerita sayang aku.




:),
a-san

a fresh start. i hope

semester break left only just for a few days more
and then back to the college. final semester for my foundation year. yay.

new resolutions this time,
less playing. LESS. not stop. heheh.

final is coming in 6 months or less.
need to get more serious or else i wouldn't be able to continue for my degree study

hope it'll go on smoothly >.<



yours truly,
a-san

manipulasi psikologi

tiap kali bila aku rasa tak sabar mahu jadi orang dewasa
selalu aku cakap kat diri sendiri,
"san, lima tahun lagi san. lima tahun je. tak lama. kejap je.
          kalau orang lain boleh, asal kau tak boleh nak sabar. kejap je tu kan"
mindset tu penting.




sabar,
a-san