Life; 2010 Edition : The Ending

satu tahun yang menarik,
satu tahun yang pahit,
satu tahun yang bahagia,
satu tahun yang perit,


2010 sampai sini sahaja. bukan satu tahun yang agak bagus untuk aku. kalau boleh, nak aku ulang semula.

Life: Should have one big red RESET button

"For last year's words belongs to last year's language

and next year's words await another voice.

and to make and end is to make a beginning."

- T.S Eliot, "Little Gidding"

selamat tahun baru 2011,

a-san

I am so grateful to have you in my life.

My favourite lagu. Suka lagu ni, since idk when. Lagi suka sangat bila you bagi lagu ni. Sekarang pun sama lagi. Dengar lagu ni mesti teringat kat you. Still love you, but that was it and it is better for us to be like this rite? Redha jelah :'(




(It's hard) Letting you go,
a-san

tag #005, More Life In A Tramp Vest

1.Put your music library on shuffle.

2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4.Ok, go!

5.When you're done, tag people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

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1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

Wonderwall 

2. How would you describe yourself?

Animal hahahhaha.lmao

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Sellout

4. How do you feel today?

errr Puisi Tentang Seseorang??

5. What is your life’s purpose?

We No Speak Americano. wth. haha

6. What's your motto?

So Far Away. uhuh. yeahh.

7. What do your friends think of you?

omg. I'm a Mardy Bum D: 

8. What do you think of your parents?

This Shit Getz Old. oh my :S 

9. What do you think about very often? 

Selamat Malam 

10. What is 2 + 2?

Turn It Off

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Looks Like Chaplin. heheh :D

12. What do you think of the person you love?

Local Boy In the Photograph. ouww yeahhh XD

13. What is your life story?

My Immortal. wow. that kinda impossible lol

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Lovesick. in fact, i am rite now :(

15. What do you think of when you see the person you love?

My Heart, and yes you really are, sayang :)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

I'll Kill Her. that's irony. lol

17. What will they play at your funeral?

okay, this question is wrong for me. but wth, Last Night it is

18. What is your biggest fear?

uhuh, Ku Bukan Aku

19. What is your biggest secret?

Love Like Woe :D

20. What will you post this as?

More Life In A Tramp Vest

tag : MOSHibot., Abareeeeef :), syahira zaini, Ila, Kumbang, eyla yunus, sheilalieya, Zackery Z, Aziela Samsuddin, Sharkcount, tyra kamaruddin

i hate #013

i hate crying in front of the people that i could cry in front of


- i don't cry easily in front of other people except for my parents, i-chi and my man. hate it because it makes me feel so weak in front of them.

i hate #005

i hate when things doesn't go as i planned


- just think of it, you've planned everything very well hoping that it will go on smoothly but suddenly something happened and ruining all of em. haihh.

bouncing

Mak, can i have a trampoline that can fit into our front yard? thee heeee :D


yang macam ni perhaps?
 >>>
boleh la nanti nak buat that 360backflip. haha




i'm bored deh,
a-san

Aku Pasti Mati

"Hiduplah Sesuka hatimu,

Sesungguhnya kamu pasti mati.

Cintai siapa saja yang kamu senangi,

Sesungguhnya kamu pasti akan berpisah dengannya

Lakukan apa saja yang kamu kehendaki,

Sesungguhnya kamu akan memperoleh balasannya"

First and foremost

I hereby will start blabbering, talking craps, talking shits, babbling, and whatsoever verbs that you could relate with this action of mine just to have a better feeling inside of me. This brain of mine could no longer withstand too much topsyturvydom from all around me. I am still the same person which most of you see as the heartless, ruthless and talk-less with a killing face girl (a side of me that you wouldn't understand). This kind of entry is just another foolish yet annoying kind of entry where I could pour out the bitchy side of me. You might find this is unimportant and not a matter of yours. I am doing this for myself because this is my shiz.




sincerely,
a-san

Outcome nanti

Subject : a-san
Course : accountancy
Target : final exam
Duration : one semester


..........


Input


Weekdays : Bangun pagi tiap-tiap hari, pergi kelas, attend lectures, tidur dalam kelas. Lunch with friends, after lunch go back to college, take a rest or nap. Then, go to afternoon class, attend lectures, playing and fooling around, after class pergi main pool dengan girl friends. 5pm balik kolej, rehat, chill out, mandi. At night, keluar pergi dinner, group talk, homework (kadang-kadang), lepak kat kafe, lepak luar. Around 11pm or 1am, balik kolej, clean myself, rehat, on the phone. 3am, tidur.


Weekends : Balik rumah or if kat kolej, do nothing hoping that time will pass quickly or go out lepak with classmates.




Output


Flunked during final exams.




What to expect?


Result this Dec 10, 2010




I'm a dead meat,
a-san

Jangan ingat kau bagus sangat (rant on that kid)

Macam celaka la perangai kau! Nak sangat jadi the queen bee. Tiap kali pun nak kena ikut cakap kau je. Aku punya cakap tak boleh laa? Fuck youuuuuuu!


In hatred,
a-san