kalau

kalau boleh 
sekarang jugak aku angkat kaki satu2 dilangkah balik ke Anson tercinta;

kalau boleh
dah lama berasap busuk bilik ni dengan aku yang separuh-batu

kalau boleh
semuanya aku kongsikan dengan yang tercinta

kalau boleh
tak perlu aku kisah hal dunia segala

kalau boleh
yang aku benci, satu2 aku sepak kepalanya


kalau boleh
i will
babble, babble, bitch, bitch
rebel, rebel, party, party
sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
blah, blah, blah
got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
stick your stupid slogan in
everybody sing along

kalau boleh
Nissan Latio/Honda Jazz (pilih satu) sebuah bawah nama aku buat pacu hari2.

kalau boleh
tak bertapis mulut ini dalam semua kata

kalau boleh
terkinja tak hengat dunia aku dalam laut manusia depannya ada pentas, atasnya ada Arctic Monkeys. takpun Stereophonics

kalau boleh
mimpi indah aku hari2 jadi kenyataan

tapi,
kawan aku selalu ajar

"hampa jangan dok slalu men dengan 'kalau', kalau hampa pi men dgn 'kalau', babi pun boleh terbang"
mula2 Cok sebut ayat ni, gelak tak sudah aku. lepas tu diulang2 selalu bila dia sembang. sampai sekarang aku ingat


ye *sengih rupa kerang busuk* kalau,
a-san

Achtung: dear lovely classmate, Rus

what i am trynna tell you after this might be related to what's  actually been happening to you these past few days. or weeks.
tell you the truth, i don't have any ideaaa of what it's all about. but one thing i can tell you, i know you're not happy and i feel like i really need to say all of these,


you know, you can choose on what you want to feel. happiness is in fact a state of mind. sad? of course you are. but you feel sad because you're imagining stuffs that suppose to make you happy. good things fall apart so better things can take place.


"There's nothing that time cannot heal" - DS


so, choose to be happy rather than to be sad.
my friend, no matter how the end is going to be, just be happy.
your life story wouldn't end till the time comes.

solid strong reason why we call you Kak Rus Jelita.
be strong yahh :)

sincerely,
a-san


p.s: sukahati aku lah nak pakai gambar apa aku suka. entry aku :p