i hate #013

i hate crying in front of the people that i could cry in front of


- i don't cry easily in front of other people except for my parents, i-chi and my man. hate it because it makes me feel so weak in front of them.

i hate #005

i hate when things doesn't go as i planned


- just think of it, you've planned everything very well hoping that it will go on smoothly but suddenly something happened and ruining all of em. haihh.

bouncing

Mak, can i have a trampoline that can fit into our front yard? thee heeee :D


yang macam ni perhaps?
 >>>
boleh la nanti nak buat that 360backflip. haha




i'm bored deh,
a-san

Aku Pasti Mati

"Hiduplah Sesuka hatimu,

Sesungguhnya kamu pasti mati.

Cintai siapa saja yang kamu senangi,

Sesungguhnya kamu pasti akan berpisah dengannya

Lakukan apa saja yang kamu kehendaki,

Sesungguhnya kamu akan memperoleh balasannya"

First and foremost

I hereby will start blabbering, talking craps, talking shits, babbling, and whatsoever verbs that you could relate with this action of mine just to have a better feeling inside of me. This brain of mine could no longer withstand too much topsyturvydom from all around me. I am still the same person which most of you see as the heartless, ruthless and talk-less with a killing face girl (a side of me that you wouldn't understand). This kind of entry is just another foolish yet annoying kind of entry where I could pour out the bitchy side of me. You might find this is unimportant and not a matter of yours. I am doing this for myself because this is my shiz.




sincerely,
a-san

Outcome nanti

Subject : a-san
Course : accountancy
Target : final exam
Duration : one semester


..........


Input


Weekdays : Bangun pagi tiap-tiap hari, pergi kelas, attend lectures, tidur dalam kelas. Lunch with friends, after lunch go back to college, take a rest or nap. Then, go to afternoon class, attend lectures, playing and fooling around, after class pergi main pool dengan girl friends. 5pm balik kolej, rehat, chill out, mandi. At night, keluar pergi dinner, group talk, homework (kadang-kadang), lepak kat kafe, lepak luar. Around 11pm or 1am, balik kolej, clean myself, rehat, on the phone. 3am, tidur.


Weekends : Balik rumah or if kat kolej, do nothing hoping that time will pass quickly or go out lepak with classmates.




Output


Flunked during final exams.




What to expect?


Result this Dec 10, 2010




I'm a dead meat,
a-san

Jangan ingat kau bagus sangat (rant on that kid)

Macam celaka la perangai kau! Nak sangat jadi the queen bee. Tiap kali pun nak kena ikut cakap kau je. Aku punya cakap tak boleh laa? Fuck youuuuuuu!


In hatred,
a-san