Achtung: Syiro, I Love You!

hey dear, please don't be sad cuz i don't like it when you're sad. sorry that you've been hurt, but i know you're not that kind of person who'll get down so easily.
don't give up that easily yet. i've told you that the chance is still there as long as the end has not been put yet. everything is still a blur now if you want to decide the future. everything is still unsure. tell you the truth, i am no good in this relationship advises thingy, but hey, you both got mutual feelings and that's already an extra credit for you. yalah, of course family comes first and tak kira lah if you don't carry the name, don't have the darjat like them whatsoever or the parents kurung dia somewhere beneath the basement just to prevent him from seeing you, if he's the one, the people do whatever means pun, in the end he's gonna end up with you.


choose things that gonna make you happy and don't think so much bout it.
you just keep holding on there. like what i-chi loves to say, "just go on with the flow" :) God has done His work long time ago dear. if he's not the one, that's because there is someone else out there that's actually for you and you don't need to go and find him cuz he'll come to you dengan sendiri. save your heart for someone who cares


or in case if there happens to be a zombie apocalypse and all the guys turn to zombies, me and i-chi will still be by your side because we love you ok  ;)

luv yooh pretty lady!

love,
a-san

Achtung: dear lovely classmate, Rus

what i am trynna tell you after this might be related to what's  actually been happening to you these past few days. or weeks.
tell you the truth, i don't have any ideaaa of what it's all about. but one thing i can tell you, i know you're not happy and i feel like i really need to say all of these,


you know, you can choose on what you want to feel. happiness is in fact a state of mind. sad? of course you are. but you feel sad because you're imagining stuffs that suppose to make you happy. good things fall apart so better things can take place.


"There's nothing that time cannot heal" - DS


so, choose to be happy rather than to be sad.
my friend, no matter how the end is going to be, just be happy.
your life story wouldn't end till the time comes.

solid strong reason why we call you Kak Rus Jelita.
be strong yahh :)

sincerely,
a-san


p.s: sukahati aku lah nak pakai gambar apa aku suka. entry aku :p

Achtung: RIP

They say, distance separates. That's what had happened. But there might be something else. You and I, we're both on a different degree. You will always be that Subang kid and I am that kampung girl you always laugh at. Your way of thinking and my way of thinking, they just couldn't get quite parallel with each other. That's what I think why it didn't work out. Or maybe it was because of my own fault (that I still don't get it what they are actually) which explains your coldness towards me. Whatever they are, you could always put the blame on me cuz I know, it's because of my own actions and me being so close to whom I'm getting along with right now that trigger most of what happening now.


Nevertheless, I cherish every moment we had before, the short meet ups we had which were quite a few only and I appreciate you for being a part of my life. You've been a good friend, you thought me lots of new stuffs, you had changed my perspective towards people, a good teacher that always correct my English, was a thoughtful boyfriend and lots more. If you ask me right now, I'm not so sure if I still can say that L word to you but one thing that I am very sure of is that you play quite a part in my heart, still.


Here I am, hoping that you gonna read this cuz I don't dare to say this to you with my own mouth cuz you know I will always be that "anis-yang-penakut". I am so sorry for all the wrongdoings that I've done upon you and really hope that we could always be good friends like how we used to be at the first place. However, it will always be your own decision to say yes or no.




sincerely,
anis

Achtung: This is for you, Kamie

Holler there. My name is a-san. I have a friend, I mean a schoolmate (my junior actually). Her name is Kamilia Sofia and we barely have physical contact with each other (kecuali masa dalam BOSS, or mana2 tempat lain secara kebetulan) and yeah by that ktorang sangat jarang ada interaksi antara satu sama lain jugak lahh. Chances for us to talk to each other eventho dah berdepan pun sangat low. About 0.00567389% je kot. Imma shy shy person whaaattt?? heheh. But how fuh-naaayy it is thinking that we kinda have lots of great conversation VIRTUALLY. By virtually I mean dekat facebook punya IM dengan formspring (gawshh, I miss that time masa dia suka spam my formspring punya page lol). Oh yeah, if anyone ask me how to describe this person, I'll just say "macam wabbit" hahahahahahaha. Okay okay, jawapan macam tu sebab muka dia memang macam rabbit. ^_______^ comel. aaawwww.


Now, we both still have our best virtual conversation and I enjoyed every each of them :) While I am busy indulging myself with idk-its-up-to-you-to-think-of-it then her fb IM akan pop-out suddenly, calling me "kak anis!" then soon will come with her lots of thoughts and questions to me. Well, it is always MY PLEASURE to layan her dekat IM :) But sometimes, I feel serba-salah about the things I told her bcause I know I'm not a great reference to her, to anyone indeed. Still, I'll try my best not to let her down and answer every each of her questions carefully by not telling her the wrong stuffs (I tend to tell the wrong stuffs to people btw).


To Kamie, dear, you are a great girl. That's what I think about you. I am so sorry if I could not give you the best answer you want to hear and sorry sebab kadang2 (most of the time I think) my advise ain't useful at all. Just be yourself, okay? Don't worry pasal benda2 yang tak payah nak dirisaukan punn. You can do it girl.


BTW, TAK KIRA LAH APA PUN YOUR CHOICES NANTI, I DO BELIEVE YOU'RE A GREAT GIRL AND INSYALLAH ONE DAY YOU GONNA COME OUT AMAZINGLY =]

one amazing girl
*curi this from ur fb, sorraayyy*

Hope this will help you in some way, I guess. lol. bye.




yours truly,
a-san